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Have I mentioned the insomnia? It's not all the cat's fault, though she doesn't help. My mind just races, whether or not I'm sober.

I feel like such utter crap today, physically. Like someone beat me with a bamboo rod while I was asleep.

Keep meaning to work on Anatomy of Trust and getting pulled away--by the bus, the phone, you name it.

Tried to start up my computer last night to play some pre-bed Heroes, and ended up just watching it rev up and stall over and over again. I did a whole void-mind-through-sound meditation, trying to grok my computer, and though it still didn't work it made me feel mentally better.

Okay. Enough for now.